Not only jolly and lifeadorable thoughts are in my head. Autumn is coming and I can feel it deep depressed breathe behind my shoulders, it tries to catch me and I hardly can run away.
I'm alone. I fall asleep alone and get up alone, I make tea by myself for myself and this is stable point about me. A lot of people find me weird but I don't pay too much attention at that point.
I live, I dress up, I study, I move through my life in my own chosen way. I'm not gonna change anything.